26th September

Hii guys :)

I just read bekka's blog from the 12th i think it was. well yeah writing does help but in moderation guys im not sayin go an write random stuff whenever :L

I think she's right on some levels but im not gonna say never go out with your best mate because you need to take risks in situations like that, whether its right or wrong.

Now, im gonna try an explain how i see things like this so bear with me :L.
if you think of "life" as a colouring in book or a blank page or something similar :P
you have to choose which colours your going to use an you normally try to get them to go and not to clash but these risks or w.e are the ones that are gonna clash. sometimes it turns out ok and its better than it was. sometimes its not.

we all do things that we wanna change but we have to learn.
I did something that maybe some people think is wrong. i did too untill it happened. but in the long run it made my picture a hell of a lot more exciting an better. you can't control some things.


so yeah. i know it doesnt make sense probably but its my opinion on bekka's lastblog, sorta .

see ya

Bex x

12th september, midnight

hey guys. it's been a while.
i guess i should write a blog on here. becca's right when she says that writing stuff helps when you have a lot on your mind.
there's one thing i specifically wanna talk about; the way relationships can ruin a friendship.
never ever date your best friend. in the long run, it's not gonna turn out pretty. and you run the risk of losing a great friend. sure you can say 'oh but we're such good friends, if we break up we'll still be best mates'. it's not likely to happen. friendship means more than a realtionsip ever will. when it comes down to it friends are eternal. relationships fade and friendship fades with it. if you have a best friend, no matter how much you might love them and how right it might seem for you to get together, i'd highly recommend you don't. if you break up, things will probably never be the same again. you'll look back on the time you were friends and wish it could go back to being that. and you'll look back to the days, weeks or months you were a couple and miss it and no matter how much you try it'll be so hard to be around them knowing what you once shared. you'll never be able to stop thinking 'what if ...'. i think, no matter how close you are, even if you're practically dating as friends, don't let a relationship ruin a friendship.
leave some comments. tell me what you think ? am i being silly ? or is that a valid point ? you tell me !
beks x

6th September 09 8.50pm

hey. how you all doing ?

well just thought i'd write something since its been a while. an i have stuff on my mind. you know writing helps ?

Right. its all about chances. people always ask for a 2nd chance, dont they ?
Well my theory is and i may be wrong but if somethings important then surely you shouldnt need a 2nd chance because you grabbed the first?
But yeah we all let stuff pass us for whatever reason. Its pretty stupid.
It happens all the time with relationships especially. It gets annoying.
It when you start talking to someone and you think there could be something but your not sure what the other persons thinking an you dont wanna cross "the line".
Sometimes i just think stuff it you live once, cliche i know, but its true the amount of people you hear saying what if. . . .

it just shouldnt have to be that way.

Later.
Becca x